How I’m Finding Newness of Life

 

When I was studying art in college, I had to learn a new way of looking at the world.  I had to look for shapes in between spaces, study bone structure and muscle attachments, and learn a new language of shadow and light.

An artist must be sensitive to sights a normal person doesn’t notice.  Multiple colors within a single leaf.  The way light looks in the morning as opposed to dusk, and how it looks in winter as opposed to spring.  Your art is only as good as your ability to notice nuances.

In her new book Fear Fighting, Kelly Balarie mentions the story of a woman with tetrachromatic vision.  Her genetic mutation allows her to see the world as if she were looking through a kaleidoscope of color, seeing one hundred times more color than the average person.  She sees the colors hidden from our natural sight every day–right in front of us, yet unnoticed.  

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Perfect Love Casts Out Fear

Perfect Love Casts Out Fear

This post helped me win first-place in Kelly Balarie’s Fear Fighting Writing Contest in March 2017. I won a meeting with a literary agent. Thank you to the over 350 people who cast votes for me in the contest!

I used to be haunted by a recurring dream.  Running and stumbling in a desert valley at dusk, alone and weary.  Desperate to find a hiding place before night settled, but not knowing where to turn.  Someone or something was hunting me.  Something fierce and deadly.   I knew it, but I couldn’t see it.  My faceless enemy pursued me and I had to keep running as fast as I could, panting and whimpering all the way.

Childhood fears

Fear was my hunter.  The fear of abandonment, in particular.  Fear gripped me the day my daddy left when I was four, huddled on my bed and crying, laying the first bricks of protection for the walls in my heart.  That fear held on tight for thirty-three more Aprils.

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Top Posts of 2016

Friends, I’m writing my next book, but I will take a short break to recap my top posts of 2016.  My blogging friend Deb Wolf inspired this post!  I hope you will discover something new in these posts.

I am grateful for all your support, encouragement, and comments in 2016.  This is the year I finally got serious about writing, and I am so thankful! I look forward to interacting more with you in 2017 here on my blog and on my Facebook page.

Let me know which of these 2016 posts you like best….

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